أحب نفسك أولا - Love yourself first

Happy Birthday, Selena Gomez! (July 22nd 1992)

July  22   ( 2181 )
  
rusteddaisies:
Completely in love with your writing, it really is good. And that last oneshot was amazing. I've just started reading Jelena fanfictions and I think I will continue now. Any writers you recommend?

Aw thank you so much! I really appreciate, and I’m glad I was able to make a good impression for all the jelena writers out there lol. But to be honest, I just started writing again so I haven’t really been reading but if you go to everything-jelena (she is ahmazing!) she has every jelena writer, series, one shot on tumblr. 

July  21   ( 1 )
Anonymous:
what about my sick one shot?

It’s not that one hunny, I only have the begging of that wrote. I still have to finish but it will be ready tomorrow. 

Done- One Shot

This is a really short one shot that was requested,  about Selena leaving Justin heart broken. I hope you you guys enjoy.

"Wait-" My throat seized as I tried to speak, watching her turn out the door.

"I can’t wait for you anymore. Don’t you realize that’s all I’ve been doing for the past year! It’s been wasted on waiting, and I’m done." Her jaw shook as she look right through me. "I’m done Justin." She breathed. 

"Sel, let me explain." I reached out for her arm, just for her to jerk it away. 

"Why are you doing this?!" She cried, as I let my bottom lip fall catching a breath. "To me, to yourself. It’s always the same thing over and over again! ‘I’m sorry, it wasn’t my fault. I need help, I need your help.’ But the only thing is no one can help you anymore, this all falls on you! Not your friends, or Scooter, or me, it’s all on you! Losing your family, fans, me, it’s a result of everything everyone has been trying to help you fix from the beginning, and now it’s to late!” 

I could feel the tears well in my eyes as I watched her staring, waiting for me to respond but I had nothing. I knew she was right, it is all my fault. Ignoring my moms calls for weeks at a time, all the dumb-ass stunts I’d been pulling, the cheating, no one forced any of that on me. 

"I’m sorry." Was all I was able to mutter. 

"Me to Justin, I really am." She paused, wiping a tear away. "But I’m sorry, can’t fix everything anymore." 

As my thoughts started running a mile a minute, watching her walk out the door, I still couldn’t get anything out. For the first time, I really believed that she was done with me, and my heart had never been as broke as it was at that moment.

Before I realized it, I was watching her taillights dim down my drive way. Stumbling to the couch I fell back into the cushions, letting my hands catch my pounding head. Stupid! I thought to myself. You had a chance, a million and you have fucked every single one up. 

July  20   ( 24 )
Anonymous:
Now please

Alrighty, posting in a sec.

jayjelenafan:
Tonight

Mkay :) 

So…

I have a short one shot ready to be posted, and I wanted to see if you guys wanted it tonight or not?

July  20   ( 2 )

It’s nice to have an impromptu bday photo shoot in the lobby. It had GREAT acoustics. 👍 #JudyGarlandallnight

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